I am ready

Well next week I take the state written and next Sat I take my hands on clinical I should be all nerves but for some odd reason I am not I feel so calm and confident maybe its all the practice and long hours I have put in to the last year of schooling. I was thinking last night and have come to the conclusion that I will take the next year off from school and just enjoy life and and just take life as it comes i should have done this a long time ago like right after my open heart surgery and taken it easy but it was so hard for me to just sit back and relax I just had to be on the go all the time why is that I ask my self . I tend to be the type that has be on the go all the time and everyone says take it easy but I don't. I have to be there always right in the middle of it all taking it charge and leading the way I feel like things will fall apart if I am not there to fix things and make sure things go off with out a hitch so I think after all this is done in the next two weeks I am going to disappear and drop off of the face of the world for awhile I don't think any who miss me that much barley answer the cell or check my e-mails and meetings will be a thing of a past for the time being but the one thing is I will keep writing to the masses of those who do read my rants and ramblings on this site.

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